Destiny Is What We Make...You Were Mine: January 2010

Saturday, January 30, 2010

The Summit

I AM YOUR POSESSION

I WANT TO POSSES YOU, YOUR HEART, YOUR EVERYTHING. I WANT TO CARVE OUT MY EXISTENCE IN YOUR LIFE AND GET YOU TO NOTICE ME. I WANT YOU TO FEEL MY PRESENCE, TO KNOW MY EMOTIONS THAT EVEN IF THESE EMOTIONS THAT WOULD EXTINGUISH SOME TIME, I STILL WANT YOU TO KNOW THEM AND FEEL THEM. FEEL ME.

I THOUGHT THAT IF I LOSE SIGHT OF YOU, I WOULD FORGET. FORGET YOU. BUT I WAS WRONG. EVEN IN YOUR ABSENCE, I STILL LONG FOR YOU. AND THE PAIN IN MY CHEST HURT MORE EVERY TIME I REMEMBER YOU.

YOUR KISS, YOUR CLOTHES, YOUR HAIR, YOUR FINGERS, YOU HAVE THIS SMELL ATTACHED TO YOU ALWAYS, AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY, LIKE I WAS SWOONING EVERY TIME YOU ARE NEAR. IT INTOXICATES ME, POSSES ME TO NO END. I DON'T THINK I WOULD EVER GET RID OF THIS NEW FOUND ADDICTION CALLED YOU. IT HOLDS ME, MY WHOLE BEING, ITS CLOSELY DRIVING ME INSANE WITH WANT AND NEED TO HAVE A TASTE, TO HAVE A LICK, TO HAVE A KISS, TO HAVE A SMELL OF THIS INTOXICATING APHRODISIAC CALLED YOU.

I HAVE DELUDED MYSELF COUNTLESS OF TIMES THAT I DON'T NEED YOU. BUT ONCE YOU WERE GONE, I WAS SO LOST AND DEVASTATED THAT THE TIME THAT WE'VE SPENT TOGETHER AND THE TIME WE'VE SPENT APART, AFFECTED MY WHOLE BEING MUCH MORE THAN ANY OTHER EVENT IN MY LIFE. YOU HAVE AFFECTED ME MORE THAN THE PEOPLE I'VE KNOWN FOR YEARS AND HAVE GREW UP WITH. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE WHO WAS IN MY WORLD COULD EVER COULD.

THE CALL OF YOUR VOICE IS MY EVERYTHING. MY COMMAND. I DON'T MIND IF YOU POSSES ME, MAKE ME YOURS. WHEN YOU CALLED ME, I HEARD YOU, IT WAS THE ONLY VOICE THAT I AM ATTUNE TO, AS IF IT REAWAKENS ALL MY SENSES, AND LIKE A COMPUTER I HAVE REBOOTED AND AWAITING YOUR NEW COMMANDS. NO MATTER WHERE I AM, I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF SEARCHING FOR YOU, AND I ALWAYS, YES, ALWAYS FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU. I ALWAYS WANT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE, THERE'S NO OTHER PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE, THAN WITH YOU.

EVERYTHING ABOUT ME BELONGS TO YOU, I AM YOUR POSSESSION, MY EYES, LIPS, BODY, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE. I COULD NEVER BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU. AS IF THERE IS A STAMP ON MY FOREHEAD THAT SAYS I AM COPYRIGHTED ONLY TO BE USED BY YOU. MY VOICE, MY LIPS CAN ONLY CALL OUT YOUR NAME, MY VOCABULARY IS LIMITED, IT ONLY CONSIST OF WORDS THAT WOULD ONLY SING PRAISES TO YOU AND CATER TO YOU. AND MY HEART HAS ONLY ONE NAME CARVE AND ETCHED FOREVER WITH, AND THAT IS YOUR NAME ALONE. NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE SPACE IN IT, BECAUSE IT IS ALREADY FILLED UP AND OCCUPIED BY YOU ALONE. MY DESTINY IS CONTROLLED BY YOU AND YOU ALONE. I TRAVEL ONE AXIS, ONE PATH...I DON'T KNOW ANY OTHER ROUTE EXCEPT THE WAY THAT WOULD LEAD TO YOU.

I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD. EXCEPT THAT...I AM YOUR POSSESSION.

Trigger

Saturday, January 30, 2010

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