Hotness Series One

THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS TO DESCRIBE YOU, SO LITTLE THINGS THAT YOU DO JUST MAKES ME WANT TO STARE AT YOU, A VISION OF HOTNESS AND MALENESS THAT COULD ONLY BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE YOU.  YOU WHO IS SO NATURAL THAT ITS SO OVERWHELMING THAT A BEAUTY SUCH AS YOURS COULD BE WITNESS BY SOMEONE LIKE ME.  I KNOW BEAUTY IS NOT THE PERFECT WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU, BUT I AM IN AWE, AND WORDS ELUDE ME, MY MIND IS A BLUR AND ITS THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK OF TO DESCRIBE YOU OOZINGLY HOT BODY THAT IS PARADING ITSELF IN FRONT OF ME.

It's Called Gravitation

Steal Away

LOVE IS NOTHING MORE THAN A PERSUASIVE ILLUSION. IT'S LIKE A DRUG. IT'S JUST A TEMPORARY RELIEF THAT GETS YOU HIGH ONE MINUTE AND LOW THE NEXT. I'VE ALREADY PAID MY DUES FOR MY LESSONS, SO I'VE DECIDED TO AT LEAST BECOME A LITTLE WISER.


IT TOOK EVERYTHING IN ME TO GIVE YOU UP, SO DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK TO BEING GREEDY, I WON'T GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE AGAIN.


I HAVE OBEYED YOUR WORDS, AS IF THEY WERE WORD SPELL THAT I CANNOT UNDO AND CAN ONLY OBEY. I INDULGE EVERY WHIM THOSE SINFUL LIPS COMMANDS ME TO DO. I WRITHE AND DANCE UNDER YOUR EXPERT HANDS, I LET MY BODY BE TAINTED AND SATED TO THE POINT OF EXHAUSTION UNTIL I FEEL NOTHING. AND SURRENDERED TO NOTHINGNESS. I LET OUT CRIES OF PLEASURE AND CRIES OF PAIN, OVER AND OVER AGAIN. MY LIPS CALLING ONLY ONE NAME, LIKE A CHANT, MY SUTRA, I KEPT REPEATING UNTIL ITS THE ONLY WORD THAT PASSES MY LIPS.


HOW COULD I NOT SEE YOU...WHEN MY EYES COULD ONLY FOLLOW YOU? HOW CAN I NOT FEEL YOU...WHEN EVEN YOUR MERE PRESENCE NEVER FAILS TO MAKE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT.


AND NOW EVERYTHING IS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME, LIKE IT NEVER EXISTED BEFORE, LIKE WE NEVER EXISTED BEFORE. DO YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL THAT IS? HOW EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL IT IS TO GET UP EACH DAY AND TRY TO REMEMBER THAT I'M STILL PART OF THE LIVING, THAT EVEN IF HALF OF ME HAD BEEN COMPLETELY RIPPED OUT OF ME, I MUST GO ON. I MUST MOVE ON.


I NEVER KNEW A LIFE BEFORE WHEN THERE WAS NO YOU IN MY LIFE, AND NOW I'M FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO MANAGE EVEN THE SIMPLEST OF THINGS. THAT EVERYTHING AROUND ME HAS MEANING BECAUSE I HAVE YOU, BUT WHEN YOU'VE GONE, THE LIFE AROUND ME HAS ALSO MANAGED TO TURN GRAY. THE BED SEEMS BIG NOW WITH JUST ME SLEEPING IN IT. I HAVE TO CHANGE THE ANSWERING MACHINE WHICH HAS OUR VOICES IN IT, BUT SOMEHOW I DON'T WANT TO. AS IF HOLDING ON TO THE REMNANTS OF THE PERSON WHO HURT ME THE MOST.


I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. YOU WERE AND STILL ARE MY LIFE. BUT I GUESS, FOR YOU THAT'S NO LONGER POSSIBLE, BECAUSE EVEN BEFORE THE HEAT OF THE PLACE WHERE I USE TO FILL TURN COLD, SOMEONE HAS ALREADY TAKEN MY PLACE, EVEN LONG BEFORE I EVEN VACATED IT. I KNEW FROM THE START NOTHING LAST FOREVER, THAT PEOPLE KEPT TELLING YOU OR ME, THAT WE ARE NOT COMPATIBLE THAT ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, ONE OF US WOULD DECIDE TO LEAVE. AND YOU DID. TWO YEARS. SIGH. THIS WAS OUR THIRD YEAR. NOW I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE REST OF THE YEARS ALONE. I DON'T THINK I CAN MANAGE TO GET INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP AND END UP WITH THESE FEELINGS AGAIN. I'M GETTING OLD FOR THIS KIND OF STUFF.


IT'S LONELY LIKE THIS. AND THERE WERE TIMES THAT I FIND MYSELF RE-LIVING OUR TIMES, REMEMBERING YOU. YOU CANNOT FORGET SOMEONE WHO HAD BEEN THE FOCAL POINT OF YOUR LIFE. YOU WERE MY CENTER, MY AXIS, MY PATH...MY EVERYTHING. NOW I HAVE TO MAKE IT ALL THROUGH EVERYTHING ALL BY MYSELF, CREATE MY OWN PATH, FOLLOW MY OWN ROAD.ITS GOING TO BE TOUGH, DIFFICULT. BUT ITS SOMETHING THAT IS NOT ALIEN TO ME, I HAD BEEN THROUGH THIS ROAD BEFORE, AND I KNEW IT LIKE I KNEW THE BACK OF MY HAND. IT WOULD BE AWHILE. IT MAY EVEN TAKE YEARS BEFORE I GET BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN. BUT...SIGH. THAT'S LIFE, I GUESS.


NO, I WON'T FORGET. SOME PEOPLE WOULD SAY I SHOULD. BUT NO, I WON'T. YOU ARE MY BREATH, MY EVERY SIGH, MY EYES COULD ONLY LOOK AT YOU, MY SKIN COULD ONLY REMEMBERS YOUR TOUCH. THAT IS SOMETHING YOU COULD NEVER FORGET. ITS LIKE THE SAME AS FORGETTING MY OWN EXISTENCE. I WOULD REMEMBER AND ACCEPT. THAT ONCE IN MY LIFE, I HAD MY EVERYTHING. AND MY EVERYTHING HAD FOUND SOMEONE NEW.

You Are My Everything

Have I ever told you I love you today? If I haven't...then, I love you. I love you because I need you. I need you in my life like I have never needed anything or anyone ever before. It's the same as breathing. It's almost the same as existing. Because I was born to be loved by you, I am here, I exist to be by your side. Because there are no other reason for me that I know that I need to do but to be by you.

I love you...I love you like I know my own name. It's given.

Artwork by artist: RaKun